Talking to Anthony

24th July 2005

Had an email from Anthony this morning asking me to ring as he needed to talk so I rang him straight away. He is down as R had asked him to be more open instead of being cold but she has been acting ‘funny’ since so is on a downer about it. Brought a lump to my throat as he told me I’m the ‘only one who understands and cares for him’. I’m sure others care for him but it made me feel special …. still does. He went on to say he can talk to me as I have been open with him so it is good to know some good has come out of me being honest about my past. I wish I could have given him a hug just to make him feel better about himself. This is the only down side to being so far apart so all I can do is to keep on letting him know I love him.

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About Philippa

I am married to Rick and we live in a small town in County Durham. We have two dogs, a cat and two budgies. I am also an adoption survivor. In 1981 my son was born and I was then forced to surrender him. It took 23 years and reunion for my to find out that my son's adoption was legally known as a forced adoption and illegal but social workers got away with it because mothers didn't know their rights.
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