Category Archives: Adoption

Not a Good Enough Mother

Not a Good Enough Mother Once upon a time I dreamed of being a mother, A loving marriage to have in the future, A future full of love, happiness and laughter, Never thought I would be not a good enough … Continue reading

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Mood improving

12th November 2013 My mood is finally improving slowly.  Having been depressed and stressed out for so long it’s good to finally feel better.  What hasn’t helped me recently has been trying to sort out my meds due to waiting … Continue reading

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Happy Birthday Anthony

3rd August 2013 Happy Birthday Anthony You were born 32 years ago today.  A day I will never forget not because of the joy of giving birth to a beautiful boy but because I knew I was on a losing … Continue reading

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Mot a good enough mother

16th July 2013 Have had several bad days and nothing I do is cheering me up.  Usually when my mood is low I try to keep busy to take my mood off that.  What isn’t helping is knowing people who … Continue reading

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Neighbour behaving badly

We recently found out that Rick does suffer with angina and one of his arteries has lost 30% activity.  This means more tablets and spray plus Rick getting the ‘lose weight’ and ‘quit smoking’ lectures.  We have been under stress … Continue reading

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Depression, adoption, depression

It is hard to live with depression at times, adoption has always been a living wound for me, mix the two together and it can be fatal.  I have got to a point in my life that I have an … Continue reading

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Emotional….

The past few weeks have been tough emotionally.  I have also had to deal with itchy skin with all the stress coming out.  There have been days when I have wished I could just curl up, go back to sleep … Continue reading

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