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Happy Birthday Anthony

3rd August 2013 Happy Birthday Anthony You were born 32 years ago today.  A day I will never forget not because of the joy of giving birth to a beautiful boy but because I knew I was on a losing … Continue reading

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Birthdays

4th August 2005 Over the years I never forgot Anthony’s birthday …. I just learned to cope by trying to keep as busy as possible or going out for the day. Yesterday not only did I think about him but … Continue reading

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Low self esteem

20th July 2005 Today I got Anthony’s birthday present and card sent off plus I enclosed a short note as well so he should get them well before his birthday. I have my doubts about the present as much as … Continue reading

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Anthony’s birthday soon

13th July 2005 I feel good about myself today but getting infuriated that I have to make at least two attempts at adding to my journal. Same old story I type it up, click on add entry then get up … Continue reading

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Depression

25th June 2005 Although it’s another 5 and 1/2 weeks till Anthony’s birthday this year I’m more painfully aware than ever of all the years I’ve missed out of. The pain has always been there but I learned to cope, … Continue reading

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